for those with a short attention- Oh look, something shiny for my nest!
Ask me stuff. I'm pretty smart.
Me: love you.
Mom: love you. More than you’ll ever know.
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We lost Mom in March just shy of her 67th birthday.
I had so much to say, but I am suddenly at a loss for words.
Suffice it to say that I am celebrating mothers day by watching The mets blow a lead, and likely ordering challah French toast from Odessa on avenue a in memorium.
Why, why, why?
Seriously. I’ve got nothing to do but why and whine right now.
Mom: In hospital with vascular damage and associated complications.
Aunt: In hospital with heart attack.
Me: Out of hospital, terribly sore, awaiting chemotherapy.
What The Fuck did we do? We’re relatively good people. Seriously.
I am at a loss. Do I need to find religion?What to do?
and WHY?
My heart is as blue as my bruised wrist.
Someone please get this book for me.
I plan on getting tattoos when my treatments are over! Let’s get this done in 2012!
1. New glasses*
2. New Headshots**
3. A Tattoo.***
*I need a new prescription and frames. It’s been like 3 or 4 years.
**New glasses means new headshots, so I don’t have to wear my old glasses to auditions.
***If I drop in weight down to 210 pounds sometime in 2012. Maybe I will, maybe I won’t. It’s my reward/reminder. Yes, 210 is my goal weight. I have 23 pounds to lose before I get tatted up.
I initially hated the nickname of “The Beast” for the UCBeast. It seems forced. It brings to mind either a shitty morning zoo slot or some college-town sandwich shop that’s been in continuous operation since like, the mid-1960s and all their sandwiches have funny names and come with sprouts. The only reason anyone eats there is either because of tradition or that the 80+ year old owner is such a character, but the sandwiches are basically indedible. There’s wood-paneling in there and it’s not very clean. Yuck.
I forgot what point I was making, but I made this mascot for UCBeast.
(via williebhines)
Sorry I’ve been so behind. Mood, fatigue, and distractions abound. Here’s a little something to remember me by till I’m hilarious/observational/ranty again.
not safe for mealtime! or cow fans! or tender tummies!
But it’s SCIENCE! So it’s OK. And the cow doesn’t seem to mind.
Okay, who liked “Truth or Dare” (the film?)
Madonna Express Yourself- Blond Ambition Tour HQ (by daydream1900)
No one will ever touch her or even come close, I’m sorry.
